"A hug is worth a thousand words."



Weekends was well spent with Dearest people!

HAHA-HEHE here and there!
SHOPPING here and there!
EATEATEAT until bloated!

But whatever it is, I had fun with the girls, and You!
*wide-wide smile*

Only that in you, which is me, can hear what I'm saying.

"A child can ask questions that a wise man cannot answer."



I MISS THEM REALLYREALLYREALLY MUCH !!

Although they used to always make me angry and scream my lungs out,
at the end of the day, they never fail to make me smile.

"We judge others by their behaviour. We judge ourselves by our intentions."



Is that fair ?

HTBC is over, and there is a whole lot of things happening, a whole lot of things to catch up on, a whole lot of things to be done, a wholewhole lot laaaahh! =\

Whenever I think of my locker, I feel so disorganized, so messed up, so oh-my-god-I-feel-like-taking-everything-out-of-my-locker-and-reorganize-it !! GRR !! Seriously, I need to reorganize it! Okay, maybe tonight, after polishing my drill boots? Or maybe straight away upon arrival? Hmmmm...

On the other hand, my tummy have been upset since starting of the week, up till today. Oh, just what the hell did I eat, I'm not sure. Hello Panda overdose?? HAHAHAHAHA NOOO!! Oh wells, let's just hope I'll be fine. *peace*

I'm not sure if anyone noticed, but I have been cranky. Oh wells. I have been doing alot of thinking lately. There are things that have been bothering me, and still is. Sometimes, I'm not sure if it makes any difference whether I'm here, or not. I'm not being pessimistic, but I'm just questioning my existence.

This is the part where I don't know how to put words into sentences.

Home doesn't feel like home. Things may appear normal & as usual, but there is this naggy feeling which tells me that there is more to it than meets the eye? Is the sentence right? Does it make sense? Ergh, why am I trying so hard to put words into sentences? I'm just upset. I haven't been spending quality time with My Parents, just cause Ayah & I are busy, and yeah, shit happens. Ah whatever, let's not think about it now. *frowns*

I reallyreallyreally need a road trip .

Oh let's put that aside now.
I was quite upset for almost half of yesterday. Now I'm really thinking of getting my own lappy, so I won't need to share with anyone who will try to spoil it! HAHA, I'm not being selfish, but, yeahh. Luckily my iPod decided to wake up from his coma. If it didn't, I think I'd be upset for the whole of next week! Haha.

Today feels so empty. Cause I've done whatever that needs to be done. Gosh. =\

"Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are."



Hormonal Imbalance !
Ergh. Who cares anyway, kan?

Oh wells.
I didn't mean to snap anyone.
I'm really sorry.

This weekend is going to be really tiring for me. Just as the week is getting busier and more tiring, I think I'm falling sick. Why? Cause I'm having sore throat and feeling feverish. My gosh, of all the weeks, why now?! Ergh!

There will be QC/QR gathering tomorrow, and I won't be joining! How sad! But it's okay. Work comes first! Sorry lah, but they should understand, right? *left eyebrow up & shrugs*

I MISS WATCHING F.R.I.E.N.D.S !!
I should go get the DVD sooooooooon ! *smiles widely*
But the sad thing is that I'm not sure when I will have the WHOLE day to watch tv! BOOO!

To whom it may concern.
You, yes, You.
Takmo eksyen tak tahu siape ek! ;p

Don't put limit to yourself. Your dreams are waiting to be realised. Don't leave your important decisions to chance. Reach your peak, your goal and your prize. If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. ;)

- Nazurah ♥

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

"Silence is a text, easy to misread."



First and foremost, I FORGOT TO BRING MY IPOD HOME !! *screams my lungs out & makes sad face & smacks forehead*

Ah, see lah, now cannot put in the songs that i reallyreallyreally want to listen tooooo!! It's okay, I can wait for another week. It's okay, it's okay. ;D

Oh wells. I have been laughing too much for the past few weeks. It is not that I hate laughing too much or something, but I personally feel and know that I am just laughing off the things that have been bothering me.

It's quite difficult for me to portray my inner feelings now as I am afraid that my trainings will be affected, and on weekends, I have other things to think about and do. Sigh.

It is only today that I realised why I have been laughing too much. Okay, I know I always laugh at the smallest things, but this time, I guess there is another reason for laughing too much. It's a good thing, cause I'm always around people who can make me laugh like an idiot. Laughter is the best medicine kan ?? But I still think that laughing and crying at the same time is the best remedy!! Hmmmmm...

I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be angry or sad. But then again, there's no point in being angry or feeling sad. Everythings' happened, and it's all over. I just need to get things off my chest, that's all. It's not easy, but I have to! Laughing really helps, but there's this idiotic voice which keeps asking me, "OI WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LAUGHING?!" *rolls eyes*

Maybe the past three years is just a mistake. Maybe the past three years is just another phase. Maybe the past three years is just for me to reflect and think about what I reallyreally deserve and need. Maybe the past three years is just for me to learn the ups and downs of being in a relationship. Maybe I was just too young to think about what's right? Ergh.

NO, I'M NEITHER REGRETTING NOR LOOKING BACK. I'M JUST REFLECTING !

AH. Maybe being where I am now is a reallyreally good thing! Cause I have all those people who never fail to make me laugh each day, no matter which side of the bed I wake up at! Alhamdulillah :D

I'm not one who stays down for long. A minor setback won't bring me down. I'm really grateful to have known that great bunch of people. Without them, my life wouldn't be this colourful. *smiles widely*

Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.

♥ Nazurah