Maybe I realised, maybe I didn't.

Oh wells. Baby told me that he feels that I have changed. I'm not gona deny it, cause to a certain extent, I know I have. It's not him. Maybe it's just me. For a simple reason being that I feel the need to have certainty. Certainty of my mental state of being without doubt. Does it make sense? Ergh, who cares.

Assumptions are facts taken for granted, without proof. Assumptions are the termites of relationships. Be it with someone special, family or friends. It is like a slow poison which can slowly ruin your long term relationship. I believe that it is best to keep your ego aside, and openly discuss your problems and views instead of assuming things, which will eventually turn you into strangers.

I treasure relationships. Be it with family, friends, or people whom I've just met. And I believe that it's not worth it losing them because of some assumptions. Trust & communication is the basis of any relationship and you must not let your trust waver amidst the storm of any misunderstandings.

I very well know that I need to stop looking for outside solutions for my inner issues. I know I gota do some soul searching cause it's been stuffy deep down. However, taking a look into your soul is no easy thing. The challenge lies not only in the discipline and humility it requires. It is difficult primarily because of what we encounter when we get there.

And I believe that sometimes, it is fear that gets in the way of admitting. Some Humans are living in denial cause they are afraid to accept how people view them. So in turn, they tend to think negatively.

I believe that everything happens for a reason, good or bad. You just have got to buckle up.

Quoted from Shamz,

"It's sad when people you know become people you knew."