"Too many people overvalue what they are not and undervalue what they are."



Hormonal Imbalance !
Ergh. Who cares anyway, kan?

Oh wells.
I didn't mean to snap anyone.
I'm really sorry.

This weekend is going to be really tiring for me. Just as the week is getting busier and more tiring, I think I'm falling sick. Why? Cause I'm having sore throat and feeling feverish. My gosh, of all the weeks, why now?! Ergh!

There will be QC/QR gathering tomorrow, and I won't be joining! How sad! But it's okay. Work comes first! Sorry lah, but they should understand, right? *left eyebrow up & shrugs*

I MISS WATCHING F.R.I.E.N.D.S !!
I should go get the DVD sooooooooon ! *smiles widely*
But the sad thing is that I'm not sure when I will have the WHOLE day to watch tv! BOOO!

To whom it may concern.
You, yes, You.
Takmo eksyen tak tahu siape ek! ;p

Don't put limit to yourself. Your dreams are waiting to be realised. Don't leave your important decisions to chance. Reach your peak, your goal and your prize. If you're alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me. ;)

- Nazurah ♥

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing.

"Silence is a text, easy to misread."



First and foremost, I FORGOT TO BRING MY IPOD HOME !! *screams my lungs out & makes sad face & smacks forehead*

Ah, see lah, now cannot put in the songs that i reallyreallyreally want to listen tooooo!! It's okay, I can wait for another week. It's okay, it's okay. ;D

Oh wells. I have been laughing too much for the past few weeks. It is not that I hate laughing too much or something, but I personally feel and know that I am just laughing off the things that have been bothering me.

It's quite difficult for me to portray my inner feelings now as I am afraid that my trainings will be affected, and on weekends, I have other things to think about and do. Sigh.

It is only today that I realised why I have been laughing too much. Okay, I know I always laugh at the smallest things, but this time, I guess there is another reason for laughing too much. It's a good thing, cause I'm always around people who can make me laugh like an idiot. Laughter is the best medicine kan ?? But I still think that laughing and crying at the same time is the best remedy!! Hmmmmm...

I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be angry or sad. But then again, there's no point in being angry or feeling sad. Everythings' happened, and it's all over. I just need to get things off my chest, that's all. It's not easy, but I have to! Laughing really helps, but there's this idiotic voice which keeps asking me, "OI WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LAUGHING?!" *rolls eyes*

Maybe the past three years is just a mistake. Maybe the past three years is just another phase. Maybe the past three years is just for me to reflect and think about what I reallyreally deserve and need. Maybe the past three years is just for me to learn the ups and downs of being in a relationship. Maybe I was just too young to think about what's right? Ergh.

NO, I'M NEITHER REGRETTING NOR LOOKING BACK. I'M JUST REFLECTING !

AH. Maybe being where I am now is a reallyreally good thing! Cause I have all those people who never fail to make me laugh each day, no matter which side of the bed I wake up at! Alhamdulillah :D

I'm not one who stays down for long. A minor setback won't bring me down. I'm really grateful to have known that great bunch of people. Without them, my life wouldn't be this colourful. *smiles widely*

Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.

"Happiness is never stopping to think if you are."



FINALLY I HAVE THE TIME TO UPDATEUPDATEUPDATE !! HAHAHA!

I know it has been two weeks or so since I last updated. I just can't find the time and the right words to blog! HAHA.

In general, I'm doing great, Alhamdulillah. My Family & I finally went for Jalan Raya last week! Although it was only like, five houses, I had great fun! I had great fun meeting/crapping with the cousins, aunts & uncles. We have sooooo many things to share, but so little time. Ah, that's normal. HEH.

Went over OC's house yesterday with the squad for Raya. It was fun! Okay, I always have fun when I'm with great company. Well, who doesn't kan? HEHE! Went jalan-jalan after that, and had karaoke session at night! However, I must say that I didn't sing to my heart's content during last night's karaoke session! For a simple excuse that Ayah is not there to set the songs for meee!! MENGADE-NGADE!! HAHAHA! Should bring Ayah the next time!! *smiles widely*

Last night was the first time in a few months that I came home latelatelate! hahaha, it has been awhile since I went out and have fun! LOL. Woke up this morning with FACEBOOK in mind! Yelah mentang-mentang semalam dah kene sound upload gambar! UPLOADED ALREADY EK! *rolls eyes* HAHAHA! Two things off my to-do list. A few more to go, like, ironing my uniform, polishing shoes, and packing of the bag! HHMMMMMMM...

I feel like I haven't been in contact with the outside world for awhile. Have been busybusybusy! I have a whole damn lot of things to blog about, but the words are all in a mess and I just can't seem to put them into the right sentences! Maybe I should bring along a notebook to camp and write down all of the things that I wana blog about! ERGH.

Allah tidak akan mengubah nasib seseorang itu kalau seseorang itu tidak mengubah nasibnya sendiri.

Kadang-kadang Allah sembunyikan matahari. Dia datangkan petir dan kilat. Kita tertanya-tanya kemana hilangnya matahari.
Rupa-rupanya Allah berikan kita pelangi.

So I kinda sorta maybe like You a lot more than I had originally planned. TSK.

♥ Nazurah