"Silence is the true friend that never betrays."



Well, the plan to spend time with the Aunts & Cousins had to be cancelled due to some political reviews. *Rolls eyes* Had a Twins' Outing instead! It has been quite a while since Naz & I had that. Can't wait for more of those! *smiles widely*

Most of the times, things happen without you knowing. And it's actually expected, but unexpected. Now I know why I have been feeling what I felt since few days back. And why am I saying all these here, again? OH, cause I want to? I'm feeling cranky.

I have been feeling cranky & grumpy.
OH OMG, THIS SUCKS!

Currently, I'm feeling feverish. Not sure why though. Maybe it's due to the too much intake of junk food? Well, I suppose so? Sigh.

The long weekend is over, and it's back to same old routine again! Time to stop daydreaming for four and a half days!

Silence is medication for sorrow.

"You can't wake a person who is pretending to be asleep."



EYE CANDY ♥

I'm not a stalker or something.
But seeing him on TV makes me smile really wide to the widest!
HAHAHA!

Okay, how I wish I know him personally! GRR!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
Dream on lah Naz! hurhur .
Alaaaahh, saje nak berangan kejap!

Oh wells.
The day's over, so I guess the same old routine is back in business. I will most probably drag Ayah to Mustafa Centre tomorrow. However, will be hanging out with the cousins & aunts in the evening after Kakpi ends her Dental Class. Yeahh.

So my Hari Raya Haji was okay. Only that it's not as chaotic as Hari Raya Puasa. Nevertheless, I never fail to fall asleep in May's room! (Itu perkara biasa ya?) Hmm..

I have got a whole bunch of things to blog about, but I just don't know where to start. Oh, that's normal. Ergh. I hate feeling cranky and grumpy and all words that describes those two words. Goshh.

The scars you can't see are the hardest to heal.

"Most people are very decisive when it comes to avoiding decisions."



TIME FOR A PROPERPROPER UPDATE !!

Let's recall what I've been doing.
*taps right index finger onto lower lip*

Whatever it is, I am reallyreally excited to blog about my new lappy! YES, I BOUGHT MYSELF A LAPPY!! HAHAHA!! (Yes, I'm blogging using my lappy! HAHA!) Acer Aspire One. Well, I thought of buying it next month, but I guess I'm just impatient after thinking about my iPod and the desktop and all the things that is related to the tech stuff ? hahaha. *peace*

I've transferred all the photos and songs over.
I've downloaded MSN, IE8 and etc..
All I need to do now is get this lappy a name!
HAHAHAHA! I know it's lame to some of you, but who cares?
IT'S MINE !! GAHH!

I haven't been having enough sleep since few weeks back. I slept in reallyreally early last night as I had nothing to do. Well, I had wanted to read a storybook which I just bought two weeks ago. Butbutbut, I fell asleep while reading it! Like as if I was reading myself a bedtime story! hahaha! Since I slept early, I woke up reallyreally early this morning! (Feeling-feeling nak gi water parade!)

I have been eating a whole damn lot of junks lately. I hate it! It makes me feel fat!! Just when I thought of having lesser intakes of junk food, I'm slapped with a long weekend! There will be a Food Paradise tomorrow. Or should I say, EATING PARADE?!! Instead of water parade! Haha.

I think I'm blogging nonsensical stuffs currently, which might not make any sense at all. Just cause I'm sleepy, but I want to blog so badly, and I'm accompanying Ibu make corn cupcakes for tomorrow. Not forgetting, listening to Takbir over the radio. Yeahh. *left eyebrow up*

Had a short chat with Faiqah over the phone on Sunday. OMG IT HAS BEEN AGES! The last time we spent time together was, four to five months back? Goshh. We have been busy, I guess? We shall meet up soon!! Much misses! ;p

I'm looking forward to meeting the nephew & cousins & aunts & uncles & grandparents!
*smiles widely*

I find comfort in your company.

"A hug is worth a thousand words."



Weekends was well spent with Dearest people!

HAHA-HEHE here and there!
SHOPPING here and there!
EATEATEAT until bloated!

But whatever it is, I had fun with the girls, and You!
*wide-wide smile*

Only that in you, which is me, can hear what I'm saying.

"A child can ask questions that a wise man cannot answer."



I MISS THEM REALLYREALLYREALLY MUCH !!

Although they used to always make me angry and scream my lungs out,
at the end of the day, they never fail to make me smile.

"We judge others by their behaviour. We judge ourselves by our intentions."



Is that fair ?

HTBC is over, and there is a whole lot of things happening, a whole lot of things to catch up on, a whole lot of things to be done, a wholewhole lot laaaahh! =\

Whenever I think of my locker, I feel so disorganized, so messed up, so oh-my-god-I-feel-like-taking-everything-out-of-my-locker-and-reorganize-it !! GRR !! Seriously, I need to reorganize it! Okay, maybe tonight, after polishing my drill boots? Or maybe straight away upon arrival? Hmmmm...

On the other hand, my tummy have been upset since starting of the week, up till today. Oh, just what the hell did I eat, I'm not sure. Hello Panda overdose?? HAHAHAHAHA NOOO!! Oh wells, let's just hope I'll be fine. *peace*

I'm not sure if anyone noticed, but I have been cranky. Oh wells. I have been doing alot of thinking lately. There are things that have been bothering me, and still is. Sometimes, I'm not sure if it makes any difference whether I'm here, or not. I'm not being pessimistic, but I'm just questioning my existence.

This is the part where I don't know how to put words into sentences.

Home doesn't feel like home. Things may appear normal & as usual, but there is this naggy feeling which tells me that there is more to it than meets the eye? Is the sentence right? Does it make sense? Ergh, why am I trying so hard to put words into sentences? I'm just upset. I haven't been spending quality time with My Parents, just cause Ayah & I are busy, and yeah, shit happens. Ah whatever, let's not think about it now. *frowns*

I reallyreallyreally need a road trip .

Oh let's put that aside now.
I was quite upset for almost half of yesterday. Now I'm really thinking of getting my own lappy, so I won't need to share with anyone who will try to spoil it! HAHA, I'm not being selfish, but, yeahh. Luckily my iPod decided to wake up from his coma. If it didn't, I think I'd be upset for the whole of next week! Haha.

Today feels so empty. Cause I've done whatever that needs to be done. Gosh. =\

♥ Nazurah