"We judge others by their behaviour. We judge ourselves by our intentions."
Is that fair ?
HTBC is over, and there is a whole lot of things happening, a whole lot of things to catch up on, a whole lot of things to be done, a wholewhole lot laaaahh! =\
Whenever I think of my locker, I feel so disorganized, so messed up, so oh-my-god-I-feel-like-taking-everything-out-of-my-locker-and-reorganize-it !! GRR !! Seriously, I need to reorganize it! Okay, maybe tonight, after polishing my drill boots? Or maybe straight away upon arrival? Hmmmm...
On the other hand, my tummy have been upset since starting of the week, up till today. Oh, just what the hell did I eat, I'm not sure. Hello Panda overdose?? HAHAHAHAHA NOOO!! Oh wells, let's just hope I'll be fine. *peace*
I'm not sure if anyone noticed, but I have been cranky. Oh wells. I have been doing alot of thinking lately. There are things that have been bothering me, and still is. Sometimes, I'm not sure if it makes any difference whether I'm here, or not. I'm not being pessimistic, but I'm just questioning my existence.
This is the part where I don't know how to put words into sentences.
Home doesn't feel like home. Things may appear normal & as usual, but there is this naggy feeling which tells me that there is more to it than meets the eye? Is the sentence right? Does it make sense? Ergh, why am I trying so hard to put words into sentences? I'm just upset. I haven't been spending quality time with My Parents, just cause Ayah & I are busy, and yeah, shit happens. Ah whatever, let's not think about it now. *frowns*
I reallyreallyreally need a road trip .
Oh let's put that aside now.
I was quite upset for almost half of yesterday. Now I'm really thinking of getting my own lappy, so I won't need to share with anyone who will try to spoil it! HAHA, I'm not being selfish, but, yeahh. Luckily my iPod decided to wake up from his coma. If it didn't, I think I'd be upset for the whole of next week! Haha.
Today feels so empty. Cause I've done whatever that needs to be done. Gosh. =\
Is that fair ?
HTBC is over, and there is a whole lot of things happening, a whole lot of things to catch up on, a whole lot of things to be done, a wholewhole lot laaaahh! =\
Whenever I think of my locker, I feel so disorganized, so messed up, so oh-my-god-I-feel-like-taking-everything-out-of-my-locker-and-reorganize-it !! GRR !! Seriously, I need to reorganize it! Okay, maybe tonight, after polishing my drill boots? Or maybe straight away upon arrival? Hmmmm...
On the other hand, my tummy have been upset since starting of the week, up till today. Oh, just what the hell did I eat, I'm not sure. Hello Panda overdose?? HAHAHAHAHA NOOO!! Oh wells, let's just hope I'll be fine. *peace*
I'm not sure if anyone noticed, but I have been cranky. Oh wells. I have been doing alot of thinking lately. There are things that have been bothering me, and still is. Sometimes, I'm not sure if it makes any difference whether I'm here, or not. I'm not being pessimistic, but I'm just questioning my existence.
This is the part where I don't know how to put words into sentences.
Home doesn't feel like home. Things may appear normal & as usual, but there is this naggy feeling which tells me that there is more to it than meets the eye? Is the sentence right? Does it make sense? Ergh, why am I trying so hard to put words into sentences? I'm just upset. I haven't been spending quality time with My Parents, just cause Ayah & I are busy, and yeah, shit happens. Ah whatever, let's not think about it now. *frowns*
I reallyreallyreally need a road trip .
Oh let's put that aside now.
I was quite upset for almost half of yesterday. Now I'm really thinking of getting my own lappy, so I won't need to share with anyone who will try to spoil it! HAHA, I'm not being selfish, but, yeahh. Luckily my iPod decided to wake up from his coma. If it didn't, I think I'd be upset for the whole of next week! Haha.
Today feels so empty. Cause I've done whatever that needs to be done. Gosh. =\
