"Silence is a text, easy to misread."
First and foremost, I FORGOT TO BRING MY IPOD HOME !! *screams my lungs out & makes sad face & smacks forehead*
Ah, see lah, now cannot put in the songs that i reallyreallyreally want to listen tooooo!! It's okay, I can wait for another week. It's okay, it's okay. ;D
Oh wells. I have been laughing too much for the past few weeks. It is not that I hate laughing too much or something, but I personally feel and know that I am just laughing off the things that have been bothering me.
It's quite difficult for me to portray my inner feelings now as I am afraid that my trainings will be affected, and on weekends, I have other things to think about and do. Sigh.
It is only today that I realised why I have been laughing too much. Okay, I know I always laugh at the smallest things, but this time, I guess there is another reason for laughing too much. It's a good thing, cause I'm always around people who can make me laugh like an idiot. Laughter is the best medicine kan ?? But I still think that laughing and crying at the same time is the best remedy!! Hmmmmm...
I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be angry or sad. But then again, there's no point in being angry or feeling sad. Everythings' happened, and it's all over. I just need to get things off my chest, that's all. It's not easy, but I have to! Laughing really helps, but there's this idiotic voice which keeps asking me, "OI WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LAUGHING?!" *rolls eyes*
Maybe the past three years is just a mistake. Maybe the past three years is just another phase. Maybe the past three years is just for me to reflect and think about what I reallyreally deserve and need. Maybe the past three years is just for me to learn the ups and downs of being in a relationship. Maybe I was just too young to think about what's right? Ergh.
NO, I'M NEITHER REGRETTING NOR LOOKING BACK. I'M JUST REFLECTING !
AH. Maybe being where I am now is a reallyreally good thing! Cause I have all those people who never fail to make me laugh each day, no matter which side of the bed I wake up at! Alhamdulillah :D
I'm not one who stays down for long. A minor setback won't bring me down. I'm really grateful to have known that great bunch of people. Without them, my life wouldn't be this colourful. *smiles widely*
Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.
First and foremost, I FORGOT TO BRING MY IPOD HOME !! *screams my lungs out & makes sad face & smacks forehead*
Ah, see lah, now cannot put in the songs that i reallyreallyreally want to listen tooooo!! It's okay, I can wait for another week. It's okay, it's okay. ;D
Oh wells. I have been laughing too much for the past few weeks. It is not that I hate laughing too much or something, but I personally feel and know that I am just laughing off the things that have been bothering me.
It's quite difficult for me to portray my inner feelings now as I am afraid that my trainings will be affected, and on weekends, I have other things to think about and do. Sigh.
It is only today that I realised why I have been laughing too much. Okay, I know I always laugh at the smallest things, but this time, I guess there is another reason for laughing too much. It's a good thing, cause I'm always around people who can make me laugh like an idiot. Laughter is the best medicine kan ?? But I still think that laughing and crying at the same time is the best remedy!! Hmmmmm...
I'm not sure if I'm supposed to be angry or sad. But then again, there's no point in being angry or feeling sad. Everythings' happened, and it's all over. I just need to get things off my chest, that's all. It's not easy, but I have to! Laughing really helps, but there's this idiotic voice which keeps asking me, "OI WHY THE HELL ARE YOU LAUGHING?!" *rolls eyes*
Maybe the past three years is just a mistake. Maybe the past three years is just another phase. Maybe the past three years is just for me to reflect and think about what I reallyreally deserve and need. Maybe the past three years is just for me to learn the ups and downs of being in a relationship. Maybe I was just too young to think about what's right? Ergh.
NO, I'M NEITHER REGRETTING NOR LOOKING BACK. I'M JUST REFLECTING !
AH. Maybe being where I am now is a reallyreally good thing! Cause I have all those people who never fail to make me laugh each day, no matter which side of the bed I wake up at! Alhamdulillah :D
I'm not one who stays down for long. A minor setback won't bring me down. I'm really grateful to have known that great bunch of people. Without them, my life wouldn't be this colourful. *smiles widely*
Silence is one of the hardest arguments to refute.
