"Pick battles big enough to matter, small enough to win."
Today, Eve of new Year, last day of 2009. A whole lot of events happened, which seems like years ago. However, it was at the starting of 2009. =]
At times, I'd forget that I graduated from ITE in March this year. Haha. I started working as a Student Care Teacher the day after my last paper. However, worked as a Student Care Teacher for only about two months, due to some issues. Oh wells.
Although it was for only two months, I've learnt a whole lot of things! For example, how to be more patient with children, and how to deal with them individually. HEE.
So while waiting to be enlisted in the Force, I worked temporarily at Giordano. Yes, at times, I do forget that I used to work there! Oh my god I really need some brain boosters or something real bad! HAHAHAHAHA!
I then got enlisted in September. When I received the letter, I was reallyreallyreally happy and excited! Not sure why, but I've always wanted to be one lahh. However, although I was happy and excited, a part of me was holding me back, cause I was afraid of how Ibu's reaction will be.
I didn't bother about how Ayah's reaction will be cause I know he will be more than happy and excited than I am. And yes, he was! HAHA. When I finally told Ibu, she laughed in disbelief. Which actually made my heart sank abit. Howells. It's okay lah. Ibu was just being Ibu =]
Besides the good news, my three year relationship ended due to some issues. Other than that, I met with a whole bunch of people whom I call friends. Especially my Dearest Beloved R16!! *smiles widely*
Well, they are just like Family to me. For a simple reason being that we see each other and do everything together, everyday. Well, except for when we go to the toilet lah kan! HEHEHEHEHE!! Besides the great bunch, there are also a few others that I got to know, and are close to my heart. Like the saying goes, You can never be lonely if you like the person you're alone with (:
Although I have been doing a whole lot of smiling and laughing, there are stacks of issues that have been bothering me deep down. Sigh.
For instance, recently, I've lost someone who is Dear to me. A close friend, a companion. I chose the word companion cause the person's always there for me whenever I needed a listening ear, or a shoulder to cry on. Someone whom I could share my joys and sorrows with. After so many years, it is only now that things decided to happen. We somehow forced to go our separate ways due to some issues. Never did I imagine that that day would come. It's a saddening thing lah, duh! It's the bond that we have/share that makes our friendship special. Friendship isn't a big thing. It is a million little things. And that relationships comes and goes, but the real thing will stick around.
Sighing and feeling sorry for myself won't change anything. It is obvious that the person feels the same way as I do, only that due to some circumstances, things have to be this way. Ah, but that doesn't mean it has to stay this way, right? *smiles*
2009 is ending in a few minutes, and 2010 will soon be here. No doubt it will be a busier year for most of the people I know, but we still need to take care of our health! *smiles widely*
I've got a few resolutions though. But on the very top of my list is to LOSELOSELOSE ALL THE KILOS THAT I'VE GAINED during the last few weeks!! HAHAHA! I still can't believe I can even actually gain weight during training lah, Oh My God !!
It's okay. Starting next week, I shall cut down on my junk food intake! 2010 is here, and I need to LOSE THOSE KILOS!! HEHEHEHEHEHE!!
Wishing all of you a Happy 2010 filled with joy, prosperity & peace! Do stay healthy! *smiles widely*
Today, Eve of new Year, last day of 2009. A whole lot of events happened, which seems like years ago. However, it was at the starting of 2009. =]
At times, I'd forget that I graduated from ITE in March this year. Haha. I started working as a Student Care Teacher the day after my last paper. However, worked as a Student Care Teacher for only about two months, due to some issues. Oh wells.
Although it was for only two months, I've learnt a whole lot of things! For example, how to be more patient with children, and how to deal with them individually. HEE.
So while waiting to be enlisted in the Force, I worked temporarily at Giordano. Yes, at times, I do forget that I used to work there! Oh my god I really need some brain boosters or something real bad! HAHAHAHAHA!
I then got enlisted in September. When I received the letter, I was reallyreallyreally happy and excited! Not sure why, but I've always wanted to be one lahh. However, although I was happy and excited, a part of me was holding me back, cause I was afraid of how Ibu's reaction will be.
I didn't bother about how Ayah's reaction will be cause I know he will be more than happy and excited than I am. And yes, he was! HAHA. When I finally told Ibu, she laughed in disbelief. Which actually made my heart sank abit. Howells. It's okay lah. Ibu was just being Ibu =]
Besides the good news, my three year relationship ended due to some issues. Other than that, I met with a whole bunch of people whom I call friends. Especially my Dearest Beloved R16!! *smiles widely*
Well, they are just like Family to me. For a simple reason being that we see each other and do everything together, everyday. Well, except for when we go to the toilet lah kan! HEHEHEHEHE!! Besides the great bunch, there are also a few others that I got to know, and are close to my heart. Like the saying goes, You can never be lonely if you like the person you're alone with (:
Although I have been doing a whole lot of smiling and laughing, there are stacks of issues that have been bothering me deep down. Sigh.
For instance, recently, I've lost someone who is Dear to me. A close friend, a companion. I chose the word companion cause the person's always there for me whenever I needed a listening ear, or a shoulder to cry on. Someone whom I could share my joys and sorrows with. After so many years, it is only now that things decided to happen. We somehow forced to go our separate ways due to some issues. Never did I imagine that that day would come. It's a saddening thing lah, duh! It's the bond that we have/share that makes our friendship special. Friendship isn't a big thing. It is a million little things. And that relationships comes and goes, but the real thing will stick around.
Sighing and feeling sorry for myself won't change anything. It is obvious that the person feels the same way as I do, only that due to some circumstances, things have to be this way. Ah, but that doesn't mean it has to stay this way, right? *smiles*
2009 is ending in a few minutes, and 2010 will soon be here. No doubt it will be a busier year for most of the people I know, but we still need to take care of our health! *smiles widely*
I've got a few resolutions though. But on the very top of my list is to LOSELOSELOSE ALL THE KILOS THAT I'VE GAINED during the last few weeks!! HAHAHA! I still can't believe I can even actually gain weight during training lah, Oh My God !!
It's okay. Starting next week, I shall cut down on my junk food intake! 2010 is here, and I need to LOSE THOSE KILOS!! HEHEHEHEHEHE!!
Wishing all of you a Happy 2010 filled with joy, prosperity & peace! Do stay healthy! *smiles widely*
